Anyone still here?
I know..... I didn't ever want to come back either.
Well, I made it 3 whole years cancer-free. I had finally stopped thinking about it coming back and that's when it did. Cancer is sneaky like that.
Rewind to December. I had a nasty upper respiratory infection / possible Pneumonia that I never got checked because my entire family was sick and mom's go to the doctor last.
While in Sioux Falls over Christmas, I experienced a ton of chest pain and I thought I had possibly broken some ribs from coughing. We visited acute care on 12/26 and after a chest scan, I was told my lungs were clear and it was just Costochronditis.
I made it a few more weeks before it hurt to sneeze, cough, bend down, sleep and sometimes breathe. I visited my chiropractor numerous times, but the pain always came right back.
My gut told me it was probably more serious than Costo, so I called my oncologist to request a PET scan. I hadn't had one since I received the all-clear 3 years ago and I didn't really expect the grim news I received.
I had my scan on Monday morning and received a call that evening from my oncologist that my cancer had returned in multiple places throughout my bones and liver. I was scheduled for a liver biopsy, which took place this morning.
Once the results are in, we will know what treatment options are available and where to start. I have numerous appointments next week with oncologists all over Minnesota and I am seriously considering seeking treatment at MD Anderson in Houston if I qualify for a trial.
Never a dull moment.
The second we announced the cancer returned, we began receiving an outpouring of love and prayers from everyone around us. We needed that. We are at peace with what we will hear next week, although we are disappointed that I am now Stage IV, and therefore, no longer curable.
God still has a plan for me.
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| Liver in a cup--yum! |
John 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.
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You can do this girl, you have the best prayer warriors around and with your positive attitude it will be good. Praying for you every day, several times a day, praying for Eric and the kiddos.
We all love you! Aunt Nae
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ReplyDeleteI hate that this is happening to you. I will continue to pray for you sweet girl! Sending you hugs and love from iowa! -Stacy
ReplyDeleteI hate that this is happening to you. I will continue to pray for you sweet girl! Sending you hugs and love from iowa! -Stacy
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ReplyDeleteOh Angela, if only we had a crystal ball to see what that plan is. You are such a strong woman and I know if anyone can fight another fight it's you. Love you lots, praying hard!
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My heart hurts for you and your family. I'm so sorry this is your reality. Love, hugs and prayers to you Angela ❤
ReplyDeleteAngela I don't know you we've never met but my heart hurts hearing this news. Life is so unfair & cancer sucks. Praying God gives you all the strength to get you & your family through this. I can tell you are a very strong woman so stay positive & fight hard. Keeping you in my prayers everyday.
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You are SO right Angela! God still has a plan and a purpose for you! I KNOW IT! I CLAIM IT! I will admit seeing you actually say "stage IV" pisses me off! I'm so mad that you're going through this again....but then I remember, it's not about me. It's about you and what God's plan is. I continue to pray every second I can. I just know His plan is perfect and that you will get thru this! You are surrounded by those who love and adore you, you are covered in God's grace, love and healing. <3 you to pieces XOXO
ReplyDeleteAngela I don't know you we've never met but my heart hurts hearing this news. Life is so unfair & cancer sucks. Praying God gives you all the strength to get you & your family through this. I can tell you are a very strong woman so stay positive & fight hard. Keeping you in my prayers everyday.
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God has a big-big plan for you!!! We may not always understand or agree with his plan.... Stay strong girl and we are all cheering you on and praying HUGE prayers for you and Eric and the kiddos!! Hugs xxxx
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ReplyDeleteTransitioning from curative to management doesn't mean there is not hope for the future. Attitude is 80% and you have that in spades! I pray that the team of doctors surrounding you find that perfect treatment to keep the cancer at bay and pray that the friends and family surrounding you will lift you when you are down. Thank you for sharing journey with us
ReplyDeleteYou got this. If anyone can get through this, it's you. You have helped so many by sharing your battle. Please know that you have so many people who love you and want to be in your little army to help you through this. Whatever you need, say it. I'll be saying lots of prayers for you and your family through all of this. I know you will push through with your positivity, wittiness, style and that huge heart of yours.
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ReplyDeleteYou & your family are in our thoughts & prayers. Stay strong & positive. You have a wonderful family to support you as you fight this.
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Thank you, Randalls! <3
DeleteYou're such a strong lady!
ReplyDeleteRemember that night in St. Pete, FL when you took me by the hand and went to the bar and you made me feel like a rock star!
That's how you make people feel everywhere you go. (Maybe it was the alcohol, but I'm calling it your sparkle...) haha. You got this girl! My sister was diagnosed with stage IV colon cancer and her odds were way down. Thankfully she beat it and she's the grumpy pants on the family.... not a soul full of sunshine LOL ....So I KNOW you've got this!!!
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That was the night you decided to get me white girl wasted. ;) Love our friendship.
DeleteI'm praying for you, Eric, and the kids. I know this is just a chapter in your book. You are such an amazing example of strength and positivity. You are my hero!! I feel the need to quote Journey, 🎤 Don't Stop Believing!! 🎤 I love you Angela D!!! ~Ky
ReplyDeleteThere's always an occasion to quote Journey. Love you, girl!
DeleteI was referred to follow your blog 3 years ago when I had been diagnosed with Breast Cancer at age 33. Your words/pics were amazing. You have a HEALING SMILE!! It brought me comfort knowing I wasn't alone...at a young age...with children in tow. Thank you! I am sending prayers to you and your family. You have touched so many people and have tons of support!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your post. I will pray for your continued health. <3
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DeleteYou are amazing and I am sending good energy and love (BTW...Stage 4 does NOT mean it isn't curable. I know plenty of stage 4 women with mets to the liver and they are now NEDs.....just so ya know)
ReplyDeleteThank you! Sadly, NED and cured are completely different- but I would sure love to be dancing with NED again, that's for sure!
ReplyDeleteIt's as good as done. ;)
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ReplyDeleteI followed you and your blog all the way from Cambodia . Im sad to hear about these new things again, My big prayers for you and your family that hoping you will bit this again like last time. I am happy to say that my sister have manage to bit her breast cancer and she is now Cancer free for 2 years , she have actually visited me her in Cambodia for part of her recuperating. She is now back and in the Philippines very active in the church and helping other breast cancer patience. All the best for you Angela and keep that strong spirit always . I will include you with my prayers. Thanks Elma
I remember you and your sister and I'm SO happy she is doing well! Thanks for your prayers from Cambodia! :)
DeleteThank you so much for sharing your heart with me and others. My words cannot even express what I desire to say.
ReplyDeletePraying.
And I will continue to pray. I wish you all the best! I am going to subscribe to your blog (and hopefully receive it in my email inbox) so I can stay informed on how you are doing! Best wishes.
I'm hugging you. Can you feel it? Fondly recall you & Maren in your high school days. My husband is also battling cancer. Really a bummer. Please do not say you're uncurable. You're following some good programs and I'm praying daily for a miracle cure for you. More hugs. Judy Pederson
ReplyDeleteI feel it! Thanks, Judy! Praying for your husband!
DeleteI was diagnosed stage IV 2 1/2 years ago. Yes it is not curable but, you can be in remission forever. Which is what I'm hoping for. As you know cancer is a long road that none of us want to travel. But, we come out stronger!!!! You will be a survivor once again. Praying for you.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Nicole! We WILL be in remission forever. <3
DeleteI am sorry to read about your diagnosis, but happy to see your positive attitude. I had cancer return (lymphoma after leukemia) in Nov. 2014, but mine was much more minor than yours, one tumor that had not spread. I'll join your friends and family in praying for you. Much grace to you.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Paul! Glad you're doing well!
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ReplyDeleteI was so sorry to read this blog update. I'm sending you healing love & hugs again from Sydney, Australia. I have no doubt you've got this!
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I have a friend with a similar situation. She told me that NO ONE knows when we will die, only God. Someone with a complete great bill of health can get hit by a car. She chooses to see cancer as a thing she had to go through like others battles and it makes her stronger. She lives with boldness and every day to its fullest. And yes like you she has little kids. Yes cancer fnsucks! Hugs to you and prayers. God's strength to you!
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